What I'd love to do....

I'm thinking RIGHT now about what I'd love to be doing now or tomorrow or sometime soon...

No particular order...well, okay, maybe...you guess:

* hear God speak to me...really hear Him.
* Smell God...to see what He smells like....like fresh rain? Honey? Flowers? Outside after a rain? I'm not seeking to be silly...
* so, I guess...to really truly Know Him...as an awesome Holy amazing God as well as a Being Who laughs, has a sense of humor, can be saddened, I want to know Him. What makes His heart happy? I don't want Christianeese answers...I want Him.

* Less intense: I'd like for Darren to be here. I have to wait until tomorrow to see him again, and it's been like 2 and 1/2 hours already!!! Yep...I'm really glad to be getting married to this man!!! He's truly wonderful!!
* I'd like to look back on my Weight Watcher's journal for the day and know I stayed within my points and didn't want to cry in the process.
**** With that...I'd like to know for sure I'll fit in my wedding dress that is being altered as we speak!! or type. :)
* I wish fried chicken were a health food. and chocolate a vitamin. :)
* I wish when I ate cheerios (regular or honey nut) that little teeny tiny roto rooters would course through my arteries and veins and magically clean up all nasty plague and such.....from the fried chicken. :(
I read the back of the Cheerios box and it says "Good for your Heart"...fiber and whole grains...so, I imagaine each cheerio I crunch turning into Super Plague Fighter and saving my life.
* I'm excited that Darren's next phase on his house is to build a half-bath and a laundry room!!! and he's let me pick out the color! Wahoo!! (It'll be a peachish color....manly, yet not dark and drab.) :)
* I wish I had the guts to sing all that's in my heart on the streets of downtown Athens....and that someone would actually be blessed. (Laughter is a blessing.)
* I hope Darren and I have many a guest over to our home and get to bless them with sweet tea on the front porch and banjo pickin' in a rockin' chair. Or games on the front porch in the soft summer evening. Or friends over to help me try out my nice china and wine goblets (that will be used for sweet tea). I hope our home is a refreshing place for many. :)

** I hope I get up in time for prayer in the morning!! :) **

There are many more hopes , wishes and dreams, but...I'm off to sleep.
God bless and keep you all.
~Brennen